Kitty

Last night I was getting on the freeway at Los Berros and I saw a little kitten that was on the side of the road, I was freaking out cause I felt horrible if I just left it there.
I pulled over and got out, but it was so dark and I couldn't see anything, I couldn't see it's glowing eyes, and I started saying kitty kitty...
But then I just got in the car and left and tried not to think about it. It was like seriously an 8 week old kitten just chilling near the freeway.
I had to just leave and not think about it because it was making me sad. If I could have gotten it, I would have kept it until the shelter was open so at least I knew it wouldn't die on the side of the road, and maybe at the shelter someone would adopt it.

Finally part 1 & 2

Finally: We are back home
Finally: This morning Matt felt baby kick for the first time! We were laying in the hotel bed "Days Inn" in Barstow, and I felt the baby kick and I moved my hand to where I thought it was, then boom, I felt it and I grabbed Matt's hand and was like PUT YOUR HAND HERE! Again.. boom. Matt smiled huge, it was amazing!!!
It was weird cause I was laying on my right side and usually I lay on my left and he was going wild. Well he kicked like 4 times. It was awesome.

I hope to see people tonight because we have not seen some people in almost 3 weeks!!!!

Good to be back home, but Colorado is pretty.

Attn Mom's part 2

So just wondering what items you couldn't live WITHOUT!? I am just adding things to my registry and i feel like i could be forgetting things..

Also, how did you store your breast milk after pumping?
What bottles did you like best.. just new mom things that i dont know, and if all you moms could just give me some tips that would be fabulous.
I can't believe november is like over and there really is only 3 1/2 months to go until baby August is here!
The time is flying it's crazy.!!!

5:00 a.m.

I'm awake, showered and ready.
I got $50 bucks worth of Linguica for my parents in the ice chest, with some water, snapple, vitamin water, string cheese, carrots, bananas, and mixed fruit. In the dry bag I got some granola bars, cheez-its and donuts (for matthew).
I've got pillows, blankets, suitcase...Oh I forgot.. I need to get all the clothes I bought for August to show my momma.
Alright well I hope everyone has a fabulous weekend/week/weekend. I will see everyone when I return and I will miss all thee.

xo
atsirk

Colorado Bound

See you all in 10 days.

In Heaven.

Today, about an hour ago, Matthew's grandma Elizabeth passed away.
I never know how to feel when our elders pass.
I only saw Grandma Elizabeth 3-4 times.
The first time I met her was at Grandpa Schurman's funeral. That was a really hard day for me, never meeting him, but knowing how much he meant to Matthew, hurt to see the family in pain.
This was the last Grandparent Matt had, I think that's what hurts me the most now.
I still have 2 grandmother's, a grandfather, and a great grandmother.
I feel that you never know how much you love your grandparents until their passing.

Attn: Mothers

What sling/carrier do you think is the best?
And what size do you get?
Thank you.